We learn through family members or monkeys clapping from tall branches
We brew a cuppa Joe to get us situated and then the Roll Call begins anew
Terrible when my father was the first to go
Who dad? With the strength of a Serengeti tiger? He'd bring a thermos with hot water
to The Shop every day and curled up like a fetus at the moment of death
59 remember that number
He would like the fragrant honeysuckle twining round my bushes
When my first mania arrived and I looked in the mirror
Why did I see him? Dad, the man who called me Ruthie and told me
to stop whistling, it was annoying.
Every day I thank Helene for her gifts of forks and bowls and bigger bowls
The coffee she'd make when I'd visit, the Davey Ire Pancakes that baked in the oven
That gorgeous marbelized orange pitcher I keep on the living room credenza
and I have been halfway round the world, harrumph, but gone are Simon, Cardinale,
Weinstein, the coffee's too cold now, like the once living bodies
The oldest of two sisters just passed
And don't tell me of the Peaceable Kingdom, it remains still as a sheet of glass
and have I mentioned Mom, Mommy, Marmee in Little Women
winsome woman, beloved by all, from childhood poverty she used her Yiddish
set a nice table at the Holidays and visited Aunt Tay the day after the Towers
toppled. She wasn't much for coffee, maybe powdered Nescafe, but fell asleep anyway
even if I lay in bed with her, searching for the remote.
Today is Sunday. If I could, I would bring her some Dunkin and a cardboard box
of doughnuts and would explain the meaning of 'film noir.'
It's all film noir, don't you think? She would always set a special place
for Simon and ask me to tell Helene: Stay on Bauman Drive and don't ever ever
move into a nursing home.
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