Sunday, February 24, 2013

Great Walk at Lorimer Park in Abington Township - Photo of Home-made Pizza

Ranger George told me Lorimer is a county park. He also warned us about car burglers. They break the glass on your car window and help themselves to whatever they want.

If there's a sweatshirt inside, they assume it's covering over some booty.

We locked everything in the trunk.

We walked over a mile. Our destination was the place where we saw cows last time. George said the moo-cows were there earlier this morning and would probly return later.

I said that Pennypack Trust, where we usually walk, has helpful trail signs, but Lorimer has only a couple.

You won't get lost, said George. Everything circles back toward the parking lot.

Is there anything more beautiful than a creek? There were two geese over on the side who weren't too happy to see us.

Honk if you know why.

These folks are carrying Nordic Poles. 

I've been on a couple Wiki sites that say, "This entry is written like an advertisement."

C'mon, Wiki, lighten up. Everything is an advertisement, including this post about Lorimer Park.

Today there was an article in the Times about the importance of walking, esp. in winter when the light is dim. It helps combat seasonal effective d/o. Read about therapist Lynne Spevack leading walkers at the Brooklyn Botanic Garden.

There were cadres of bikers going super-fast. As they passed by, they would thank us for moving aside, and warn us that more were coming along.

I had forgotten my beret, but I keep an extra one in the glove compartment, along with my handicap placard from congressman Tom Murt, and stolen napkins.

Beautiful in death. It crushed other trees when it fell. Read my poem Death of a Tree here.


Here's the pasture. We did see cows a time or two ago. In the book Out Stealing Horses by the Norwegian author Per Petterson, they call it a cow byre.

Isn't that a beautiful term?

Some leaves refuse to leave the mother tree.

Scott and I walked up n down really steep paths. A good cardio workout. Scott's going into work tomro morning at 4 am, before the trains are running. A mechanic for SEPTA, he'll learn about fixing the new cameras installed on trains and the el. B/c SEPTA always buys from the lowest bidder, they get sub-par equipment, which is true with not only the cameras but the trains as well.

You can't judge the depth of this cliff, but if you fall down it, you will definitely get hurt. It reminded me of the film Scott and I watched recently.



This 2001 Australian film is about an unfeeling cop, played by Anthony LaPaglia, who finally learns to get in touch with his feelings. He sees a therapist, played by Barbara Hershey, who, in the dark of night, falls to her death off a cliff.

Lantana is the name of a weed in Austrialia, but a beautiful flower I've grown in my garden.




Our shoes were muddy so we stomped em in a pile of snow. There's no snow in our neighborhood.

Here's the topping for tonite's pizza. I cut it into tiny pieces per Scott's instrux. After he sprinkles it on the whole-wheat crust from Giant, he smothers it with cheese so it doesn't fall off.



It was so beautiful outside today I was able to plant some tulip bulbs Linda Barrett gave me.

Per instux from my kidney doc, I've gotta wear gardening gloves b/c of all the microbes in the soil that could migrate into my body and harm my new kidney.

The tulips in the center were free from Kremp Florist. A coupon came to my door from a realtor. There's also a coupon for a dozen donuts from Weinrich Bakery.

My blood sugar has been great lately, so I'm flummoxed about what to do.

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Bill Quigley on Smoking Cessation - Sharon Katz on New Genetics Test for Meds

Bill Quigley, a psych nurse at Brooke Glen mental hospital in Fort Washington, came in from the rain and readies for his talk. The hospital had several incarnations.

I did my practicum for my psych degree when it was called Northwestern Institute. They had units there for teens who were adopted, a women's unit run by psychiatrist Louisa Lance, and also one for multiple personality disorder. Patients would get out of control and were captured in butterfly nets. That's how I learned I never wanted to work in a psych hospital.

"Any smokers here?" asked Bill.

No one in the audience smoked.

Smoking is the leading cause of preventable death in the US, said Bill. He and his siblings were raised by a single mom who was a constant smoker, esp. in the car with the windows rolled up, "so naturally," he said, "we all became smokers."

He remembers driving with her in their '58 Chevy inhaling all that second-hand smoke.



I can identify, Bill. Ours was a Ford Country Squire, license plate HG 91.

My own father died of smoking - 4 packs a day - at the age of 59. He finally quit at age 42 when he couldn't stop coughing.


No thanks, Doc.



On the other had, it'll make me look cool.

Smoking has declined 50 percent in the last decades. But not necessarily with mental health consumers, said Bill, who underestimate its dangers and believe they get a therapeutic benefit! They say it relaxes them or makes them think clearer, but in reality what they're doing is relieving anxiety from the nicotine w/drawl.

There are nicotine receptors in the brain for this powerful drug. B/c of smokers' increased morbidity rate and low quit-rate, mental health consumers die an average of 20-25 years sooner than the average person. They also die from other causes such as diabetes, caused by many meds (including my antirejection meds which gave me insulin-dependent diabetes) and obesity, which affects the cardiovascular system.

The best way to stop smoking, said Bill, is to join a peer recovery group, which he and Sharon are in the process of forming at her office. He was trained in the field of smoking-cessation.


Collaborative Care in Abington, PA, a two-story house turned into a wellness center.

One way to quit is thru medical intervention:

The Nicotine Patch
Nicotine Gum
Meds such as Zyban (Wellbutrin) or Chantix
Wiring your jaws shut and feeding you intravenously

Smoking is the fastest way to deliver drugs to your brain, faster than the needle.

I didn't know dat, did you?

That's why crack-cocaine was such a big hit a decade ago.

For mental health consumers on a fixed income, they spend 1/3 to 1/2 of their income on cigarettes.

The social hazards of smoking are relatively new.

While smoking was once considered 'cool,' today people are often ostracized for smoking. It's difficult to get a job if you smoke and difficult to get a relationship going. People are no longer tolerant about smoking.

Smokers must go outside to smoke.

Indeed, Fred down the street, a 50-ish gentleman, must step outside to smoke. Today it was raining so he stood there between the screen door and the door just puffing away.

He must not think too well of himself.

Sharon Katz, MSN, FPMH-ARPN, CRNP
Executive Director, Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner

of Collaborative Care. 

We're in a new age of treating the person, not necessarily the illness, said Sharon.

New testing has been developed to determine what meds work for you and in doing so, a diagnosis becomes apparent.

In other words if lithium would work for you, you no doubt have bipolar d/o.

Quite simply, you spit into a tube and a saliva assay  - or "an investigative (analytic) procedure in laboratory medicine, pharmacology, environmental biology, and molecular biology for qualitatively assessing.... from Wiki - is sent to a lab to be tested.

Sharon uses the company Geomind, which is not covered by all insurers yet. It's covered by IBC and Aetna, but not Medicare or Medicaid. Geomind is in Chalfont, PA.

One of Sharon's patients, with bipolar d/o, was sitting in with us. He'd had the test and told me they were working on his meds.

Folks with bipolar d/o and schizophrenia, said Sharon, are the hardest to prescribe for.

Drugs are metabolized in your liver, your brain or in your cells. One man said he'd been tested by another company - for $3,500 - and told his body is a fast metabolizer, so most meds don't work for him. He's been on..... 19.

Sharon passed out several handouts including one which I'll quote to show you the incredible complexity of this brain of ours:

Genes - Gated calcium channel - CACNA1C

Role - Regulates entry of calcium into cell

Clinical connection - Mood stabilizers target excitatory neurotransmitters


Click to enlarge.

These tests can determine if you're on too many meds or if your dosage is incorrect. "I don't want to hurt you," said Sharon. "I want to heal you."

The test is useful for certain categories of individuals, including those with autism, a very hard neurodevelopmental condition to treat.

Sharon has done intakes on 20 patients for the assay test. She does a complete psychiatric evaluation and shares this info with the testing company. Included in her eval are physical problems and other meds the patient takes.

"I wanna make sure I'm not overdosing them." She faxes the results to the company. They ask what changes she can make to the meds.

Genomind has a patient assistance program for patients w/financial need or w/o insurance.

But it doesn't test for all the traits, such as brand name of drug vs generic. She discussed the Wellbutrin generic, which was found to be ineffective, but said the generic company fixed the problem.

When ZOLOFT is prescribed for OCD, 100 mg or more must be used, as it's ineffective on lower doses.

Asian women, she notes, have different neural pathways. We had one Chinese woman in attendance whose family owns a great Chinese restaurant.



BENZOS, which should calm a person down, act instead to make the Asian person hyper. She also has a blockage (inability to absorb the drug) for Lexapro, a popular antidepressant. Sharon called the testing company and they discussed what med to put her on for her depression and anxiety.

Sharon said Dr Scott Fleischer also does the genetics testing. Fleischer is on our Top Docs list.

ALTERNATIVES TO MEDS

Some vitamins or supplements enhance the effects of psych meds.

Did you know that FOLIC ACID is the precursor of all serotonergic drugs? Serotonin grows out of it. The prescription drug DEPLIN is 7.5 mgs of folic acid.

METHYLFOLATE is:
the natural, active form of folic acid used at the cellular level for DNA reproduction, the cysteine cycle and the regulation of homocysteine among other functions. The un-methylated form, folic acid (vitamin B9), is a synthetic form of folate found in nutritional supplements.

Ahem! Now that we've made this clear, we must understand that:
10% of the general population (homozygous TT) lack the enzymes needed to receive any benefit from folic acid.[citation needed] Another 40% of the population (heterozygous CT) appear to convert only a limited amount of folic acid into levomefolic acid.
This is precisely why the DNA test is important.

Her Geomind company says to encourage people to take MELATONIN to help them sleep and also take SAM-E.


Oh, sorry, that's Sammy Davis, Jr.

Vitamins and supplements one may use include Vitamin-D Complex (I dunno why they should have a complex, unless they're comparing themselves with the Sun.)

People should be tested to see if they're low in vitamin D.

Someone asked a question about LEXAPRO. Sharon said the proper dose of Lex is up to 30 mg. More than that will not help. She suggests Lexapro plus exercise and vitamins.

Plus Psychotherapy, which changes the neuroplasticity of the brain.

A parent asked if illicit drugs can cause bipolar d/o?

Not cocaine or LSD or marijuana, said Sharon. Smoking pot is an anxiolytic, relaxing a person.

A 62-yo woman named Gloria, diagnosed with bipolar, wondered if she would get schizophrenia, like her 65-yo sister has. Gloria's mom, who died at 75 of pancreatic cancer she told me, had bipolar d/o.

No, you won't, said Sharon. She's too old. 

Shelly Quigley, wife of speaker Bill, and a retired social worker, has a brother w/schizophrenia. Read my entertaining blog post about Willie, who was a very strange child.

Down to the Coffeeshop with ya! Shelly Quigley, Sharon Katz, Ruth Deming. Thanks for taking the foto, Saul!

Tonite's Channel 12 movie?

I think I'll pass... the hat.

Adieu my beloved Selectric! - Electronic recyling day

My once-revolutionary IBM Selectric typewriter, which has a revolving ball that types directly onto the page, was not worth the money to have Phil Weber come out to the house once again to repair.

So off we went to the recycling place in the Abington Township Utility Yard.

Scott loaded up three old TVs of his, one of which was his first color TV and was HUGE!

Michele Langanella, who schedules bus trips for the Fox Chase Library, sent her friends an email about the event. 

We had nary a wait in this well-organized operation. And were even offered free pretzels upon our egress, which we declined.

The word 'egress' was invented by P T Barnum to get people out of the circus tent, so more people would enter and they'd made more money.

A sign read: See the Large Egress thru this door.

Scott helped with the heavy objects.

They gave us an information card which reads, in part:  Electronics contain over 1,000 materials, including solvents, retardants, PVC, heavy metals, plastics and gases.

Hmm, is my mobile, made with PVC pipes, hazardous?

If I weren't in such a hurry I would've moved the lamp.

I've got one of my free Giant Community Programs this afternoon. Gotta leave in 35 minutes, which includes eating my delicious tuna fish salad with sliced Vlasic pickles.

Went to Giant early today to set up the room.

To continue with the environmental hazards of electronics:  It's critical that these materials are processed in an environmentally friendly way.

EForce is one of 7 companies nationwide to do this work. All materials rescued today will be "graded" - I didn't know dis! - and, if they work, will be sent to non-profit organizations - please do not send it to my nonprofit - or given to low income families.

Yeah, but how do they dispense with the parts?

I have a really terrific idea. Send to an artist like Ai Weiwei and have him design a sculpture that shows Americans love for TVs.



What's your first thought when you see these?

Mine is the postage stamp of bicycles.

What dyou suppose this could be?

It's my Story Box, just created this morning. When I have an idea for a story, whether a short story, creative nonfiction, or a newspaper article, I slip it into this beautiful jasmine tea box.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Photo of New Directioneers - taken in the belfry of Parish Hall

Thanks everyone for your mug shots!

Click to enlarge!


Great guest speaker : Lou McCrossin, tai chi expert

Lou McKrossin was our dynamic guest speaker on Feb. 19, the day we took a group shot for the cover of our Compass mental health mag.

Lou didn't just take us thru the movements of tai chi but explained to us exactly what they meant.

The man looks like a ballet dancer when he moves. Please pronounce it BALL-ay like the cultured people do.


This is Lou and his beautiful wife, Gloria, who came with, doing what we cultured people call the "Whee! Up in the Air Wid Ya!"

From his handout, I quote Lou, with selected comments:

I began my journey into the martial arts at the age of 17, in the art of Chinese Kenpo with Master Gray Given.



Under the direction of Grandmaster Steve L Sun, a Tenth Dan 36-generation Shaolin Temple Lineage Kung Fu Tai Chi and Chi Kung Master.

Imagine! 36 generations. You do the math. Is this when we were hunter-gatherers and lived in caves?


Howdy, Master Sun! Dig his b'ful studio in Havertown, PA. 

But the most influential master of all for Lou McCrossin was Master W C Bey, a member of the Martial Arts Hall of Fame.



This may or may not be Master Bey, but the stance is similar to Lou's. Ouch! My aching thighs.

Under the direction of Master Bey, Lou furthered his studies and continued his personal journey in Tai Chi and Chi Kung.

We are certainly glad you did, Master Lou.

At age 58, his teaching experience has led him to teach cardio patients, a figure-skating coach and his students, the Phila Flyers, as well as "many remarkable individual students."

He teaches at The Becoming Center of the Artman Home

Did you know that our government did studies on the psychological benefits of tai chi? It helps reduce stress and depression. Read about it here.
 
Lou also urged us to use our imagination. We closed our ideas and did visualizations. He asked us to see a flower, but not just to limit ourselves to the flower itself, but to visualize the root system itself and the dirt from mother earth.

It was easy for me to do b/c, as our gift to Lou, we gave him a gorgeous cyclamen from Kremp Florist.



Monday, February 18, 2013

Thanks to Amy, my hair looks great! - Electrician hard-wired for this work - Poem: New Version of "I Rowed Last Night"

Returned to my alltime favorite beauty salon, Polished, in Hatboro, PA.

My stylist, Amy Hee Joung Eam, was trained in NYC. At the time her English was so poor she needed to learn in her own language.

She told me how difficult it was driving twice a week to Manhattan, tho today there are Korean beauty academies in the Philadelphia area.

Her English has much improved. She and her husband, who owns a Korean grocery store and puts in long hours, and young son arrived from Korea about five years ago. Her kids are now 16 and 10.


And look at my beautiful nails! I was gonna cut them myself today, using a huge scissors, and then vacuuming up the nails from my living room carpet, but then thought, Why not Sandra? Part French and part Cambodian,she did my nails for only $15.

I get them done once every 50 years.

"Polished" has specials on Monday and Tuesday:  $55 for a wash, color, and set.

Tomro nite - Tues nite - we're having a group photo shot at New Directions for the cover of the Compass mental health mag.

My fear is that only altacockers like me will show up. Young people do not wanna be associated with mental illness for all the right reasons.

What? She has bipolar disorder? Quelle horreurs! I will never hire her.

Well, tell that to Catherine Zeta-Jones or Matthew Quick, author of Silver Linings Playbook.



After my hair appt., I walked next door to Wawa. My friend Teresa Forstater had given me a gift card from Wawa and here's what I bought with it for lunch:

A cheese quesadilla AND a pretzel filled with cream cheese.

OMG! Scrumptious beyond words, esp. the pretzel.

Also bot fresh eggs from the Wawa Farm and a quart of whole milk b/c I'm making more yogurt right now.

Last night when I was putting the finishing touches on the Compass, some of my electricity went out.

Things like this always happen when you're on deadline.

Scott came over and so did neighbor Patrick, who's an electrician and also my secret Valentine but don't tell anyone.

Pat referred me to an unemployed electrician friend of his - Mike - who came over early the next day - today - and diagnosed and fixed the problem within 45 minutes.

My outdoor lamp, by my flower garden, had short-circuited, blowing a fuse. 

I trembled when I asked him how much it cost.

Would you believe $40?

Is that all, I asked.

I can raise it, he said.

No, that's fine, I said.

If you need someone good, lemme know and I'll refer you to him.

And now if you'll excuse me, it's naptime.

Featured film is... by Terry Gilliam of Monty Python fame.



PS - Awful movie, just as I feared. Scott and I slept thru most of it.

I ROWED LAST NIGHT

They picked me
They chose me
I was someone
They liked me

I followed them
through the lowlands
trotting behind
they balanced a canoe
high over their heads
like pallbearers with coffin

They were regular-sized
big people
adults
my shortness
makes me feel like a child
still does

Stars sparkled above
like a navy quilt back home
in Cleveland
but I was away
for the very first time
away and
on my own

A hush came over us
we saw it in the distance
a glistening river
called the Winooski
heard the lapping of the waters
black waters meeting black sky

Seven big people
inched the canoe into the shallows
I heard the pebbles crunching
my ankles getting wet

I had never been in a canoe
and liked the rocking motion
the lapping of the waves
against the metal boat
I dipped my oar in the water
felt strong and powerful as
my little muscles worked hard
I trailed my hand in the water
so cold it burnt my hand
and in that moment, Ecstasy!

We stopped beyond the waterfall
Barbara pulled out a jug
passed it around
and the wine flowed down my chin
the first wine I drank that was not
for Rosh Hashanah

This was the beginning of my life
life away from Mom and Dad
and four little sisters and a
brother, autistic, who died
of an overdose.

But I am still alive
fifty years later
my freckles faded
hair gone gray
children of my own
all rowing boats
of their own

Lying in bed under my ceiling fan
I am still eighteen
yet to know a man
wearing jeans and sandals
swooning with joy on the Winooski
under the stars in Plainfield, Vermont,
Goddard College,
with the new taste of freedom
strong as the wine on my tongue

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Whatta Day! Grace - Pennypack - Movies - and now YOU!

Oh no! Where did Grace go?

Hint: She's hiding in the closet in The Quiet Room, Sarah's old bedroom.

Grace moves so fast it's hard to get a good shot of her. Wherever she went in the house, she ran!

If she can sit on these cushions, why can't she sit on the potty?

Hey, I'm not the shortest one around, says Bubby.

"There's Xena," said Grace.

This photo of Dan's deceased cat is on my hall closet door.

"Where's Xena?" asked Grace.

"Oh," I said. "She passed away. She died."

"What does die mean?" asked Grace.

I paused a minute. "She's no longer here."

By then, she had lost interest and was off and running. Running around the house, getting into everything.

"Look, a pine cone," she said, bringing it to me from the living room. You guessed it! I have a huge pine tree growing thru the ceiling. Call me Frank Lloyd Wrong.

Meantime, Dan and Scott were in the backyard sawing three downed trees that had fallen across the path in the back, making it a bit difficult to walk to the train station or to the high school.

The walkers will be pleasantly surprised - as will the deer - when they walk through.



Grace recognized her hirsute Daddy - who she calls Dan - and also Xena - in this photo I have in the hallway.

Couldn't wait for Dan and Scott to check out my new ceramic knife I bot at the Giant Supermarket. Will other knives become obsolete?

How many times can a kid climb up n down the stairs?

When Dan n Grace came over - Nicole was at work - I was eating my breakfast, finishing off with 6 whole-grain pretzels as my carb, per my nutritionist.

Grace asked for a pretzel. I remembered that her parents taught her to say please.

Sure I'll give you a pretzel, I said. What dyou say?

She quickly looked down at her coat and said "See the polka-dots?"

No way was this stubbornist gonna say please.

I gave it to her anyway.

Help me, she said. I can't open the bag.

Sure you can, I said, removing the close-pin that keeps it shut - say close-pin, Grace - and I showed her how it worked.

Then I insisted she she extract a pretzel from the bag, which she thot she could not.

Bundling up b/c of the fierce winds, Scott and I hied on over to Pennypack Trust. Up and down the hills we went.

I was so proud of myself for braving the cold and the hills.

We appreciated the new wood chips that were laid down over the mushy mud.

We were so fortunate to meet Mr and Mrs Pennypack - David and Mary Robertson - who had just come back from a walk of their own.

Lorimer Park. We've been there numerous times.

We asked David some questions such as what happens to the fish under the frozen pond?

The fish become torpid to conserve energy, like hibernation, and so they stay alive. They've never lost a fish to the cold, but did lose one to the heat. A form of algae grew on the pond so not enuf oxygen could get underneath.

My goodness! What stories.



This is why I don't go fishing. Can't stand to see fish die.

On the other hand, this is why I go to the movies at the Upper Moreland Library



And a lively discussion we had.

I was a tiny bit late, so after I sat in my seat, discussion leader Mauriccio passed me the bakery box and said one word:

Cannoli

And that is how we shall end the blog.