Saturday, July 12, 2014

Coffeeshop Writers Group - My short story The Reunion - Poems: Cataract Surgery and Morning Meditation

Say hello to Andre Hester of Philadelphia at his Willow Grove office in the Giant Coffeeshop. Andre, a retailer, is also a writer and may join us some time.

Debbie Dix made great improvements on her sci-fi novel for middle-graders. Very visual and creative. Martha in the blue blouse took a copy and will share it with Brianna, her 14-yo g'daugher.

Martha brought in a very visual poem - The First Picnic of Summer - we were there! - as she and her husband had a backyard picnic all by themselves.

Living in a big house, daughter Emily and her daughter, Brianna, have flown the coop.

Imagine the silence!

Okay, Linda, what dyou have for us?

Mother of Society is also science-fiction and takes place 500 yrs in the future. Our main character Dr Eve has been cryogenically frozen for 500 yrs. Wonder if she met Walt Disney or Ted Williams, No. 9.

Carly wrote a first person essay The Gift about an unusual b'day present she got from her husband. He did tell her he had ordered it online for $200 or $250, lots cheaper than what audiologists charge.



She can hear! She can hear!


Here's Ruthie in her new short "do," sipping on her dee-licious hazelnut iced coffee. BTW, our man Andre Hester is a sworn Starbuster man. Oops, cute slip of the pen.

Paid all of $17 plus $5 tip for this great cut at Abington Hair Cuttery. Thank you Nicole. She gave me tips about my hair.

Do not shampoo it frequently. Not good for the texture. Also, use conditioner. She liked the color very much. 

Carly's second essay was about a trip she, her husband Charlie and son Jason took to Camelback Mountain Resort in the Pococos.

Carly told of her terror in being zipped up tight in one of these Zip Line contrivances. Not only did she overcome her fear, but she thoroughly enjoyed the ride.

Modern woman that I ain't, I'd never heard of it before. Very popular in Costa Rica to view the jungle flora and fauna below. 

Told Carly I just watched a terrific movie on YouTube featuring a forerunner of a Zip Line. Night Train to Munich was a Nazi-thriller starring Rex Harrison, Rosemary Lockwood and Paul Henreid. 
Night Train to Munich Poster.jpg

When Scott n I visited Ocean City NJ a couple yrs ago, I went on a Ferris Wheel all by myself.

  Everything was fine until I got to the top and could see nothing but the sky. The little cage was rocking back n forth and I could not wait to get off.

The ticket man gave me my ticket back. Scott said my lips were white.

The group liked my story The Reunion. Got the idea about a week ago. It's about a man I used to know when my family lived in Englewood Cliffs NJ and I was a secretary in Manhattan.

Read about him here.

I made up a new story about him. Made him into a sociopath, which I do believe he is. I didn't want the protagonist to be me, so I picked a shopkeeper in Hatboro.

Let's get that short story published, by gum!


Remember when ans. machines first came out?

My friend Ed Quinn had this message on his:

If you know who you're callin'
Then you know who this be.
Moderin technology give us this capacity. 
This is straight up
It ain't no fib
It ain't nobody to the crib.
Don't cop no 'tut' 'cause it ain't no thing. 
Just tell us who you is
And we'll give you a ring. 


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Sarah, Dan and I had a message where the three of us were arguing about who would talk.

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I invited Carly over for dinner after the Writers Group. She needed to find my house by herself since she'll take me to the New Directions meeting next Tuesday. That morning I'm having cataract surgery.

Her lovely top once belonged to her late sister Joan. 

I was so happy Carly Brown loved my onion soup, made with

big fat white onions sauteed in butter and olive oil
garden-fresh herbs
unsweetened almond milk
water

When everything is nice n soft, beat up an egg and drizzle it into the hot soup.

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!

And there's still one bowl left over for dessert.

Carly and I couldn't believe how long we talked on the front lawn. We sat on lawn chairs and appreciated every breeze that flitted by, as well as the swooping birds....





Carly and I talked about the difficulty of making new friends at our age. We're so grateful that all of us in our writers' group have become friends.

There's nothing better in the world than having a girlfriend who you can talk to about anything, and I do mean anything.

Gotta tell u something interesting about my meditating daily for 20 minutes. I'm often overcome, in the evening, by a sense of unearned joy, like the Christian concept of Grace.

Carly understood this.

Where'd I get the idea of the Chilean copper mine? Read a fantastic article about the survivors of the mine disaster in The New Yorker.

At the writers' group we all agreed how important it is to keep reading!

The two poems I wrote this morning are about me but written in the third person.

Why'd I do dat?

Don't ask me, I only wrote the thing.



MORNING MEDITATION

A dove throws himself against
the screen as the girl sits
feet propped on the white
wicker table
deep in meditation

her eyes pop open
violence
in her own back yard
she, doing the most
peaceful thing she knows
loosing mantras through
her mind
love peace gratitude

what thoughts will break
free today? flaking off like
ore in a Chilean copper mine
she waits, patient as
her back yard maple,
the last of three sisters

off to the right a sudden
scissor-like rasping sound
gains ascendancy for those
who hear it, the sound of
the locusts, the girl, certainly,
the deer, the rabbits and
perfumed skunks
the trees, too, their leaves fluttering
like shy ballerinas

love peace gratitude
love peace gratitude      





CATARACT SURGERY

On Tuesday they will
position her on the table
the surgeon is a handsome
man with chewing-gum breath
she will not imagine lying down
with him in a Motel 6 and reading
love songs from the Gideon Bible

As a child they marveled over
her long black eyelashes
which flutter now looking
at her savior’s dark eyes
trying not to think of the
violence that will be done
to eyes that have watched
the birth of two children
her handsome father
eaten alive by cancer
her mean grandmother who
beat her with a yardstick as
a child, going down with dementia
and taken for a fool
and the hummingbird she
watches for every day by the red daisies

Driving home from Doylestown
in the inky black night the lights
were a blur, beautiful, really, like
Venus and Saturn landing on the
highway, all Christmas-tree
sparkles and Fourth of July fireworks
she was dazzled as she braked
on and off
on and off
thinking “vision impaired vision impaired”

They were like little white puffs
pillows, growing behind her eyes
she was no Navajo, couldn’t do a
thing to stop them
head immobilized now
under bright hospital lights
unable to move in her
twilight sleep
she sees the clean sheets on
her bed, covered with books
she has yet to finish.



Thursday, July 10, 2014

Last Day for my Contact Lenses

This is the last day I'm wearing my contact lenses. Am having cataract surgery in five days, Tuesday, July 15.

All sorts of expensive preparations to keep the contacts in your eyes and to clean them. Big markup.

I've always called my contacts: "my eyes."

Such as: "Be right down. I'm putting in my eyes." There is no vision as good as with contacts. Make mine gas permeable.

From now on, I'll be wearing my eyeglasses. I bought my first Tony Hillerman crime thriller for a dime at the library. Ethan surprised me by saying he'd read it and quite a few other books by Hellerman.

Just learned that Tony Hillerman passed away - 1925-1983 - of respiratory failure. Was he a smoker? A toker? A midnight joker? Thanks Steve Miller for those lines.

What a great writer we lost.... and he was only 83, which ain't that old nowadays! 

He is most celebrated for his Navajo novels like the one I'm reading with Detectives Leaphorn, whose wife died recently and this case gives him a reason to live, and Detective Chee, both Navaho.

Coincidentally on Netflix I'm watching Longmire, part of which takes place on "the Rez," a Cheyenne reservation.



Oh no! I just watched the end of the series. It's so suspenseful, like Homeland. I'm dangling on the edge of a cliff.

Will I have the discipline to go upstairs and work on my new short story?

Only the daylillies know.
Daylilies mixed with ornamental grass. They're here for such a short while! I made a point of visiting them every day to say Howdy, how beautiful thou art!

Well, pardners, I guess that's it for ole four eyes for tonite. You behave yourselves, now, you wild things, you!

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Deer Me - Working on Next Story for the Intell - Poem: Japanese Grandmother

You noticed, of course, my car was not in my drive all day. I'd driven it to REMS Automotive on nearby Davisville Road so they could fix my Left Rear Tire, which leaks.

When I got there, Barbara said Henry should be along soon to drive both me and Penny home. Get this! Penny used to own her own car repair shop, but sold it to the Lukoil, at the corner of York and Moreland.

She brings her customers to REMS and both she, I think, and the REMS boys work on it there. Unusual looking woman, she looked part hippie and part cowboy, wearing two pair of granny eyeglasses. Actually, I'd luv to be friends with her.

She lives on Fern Road. I told her I looked at a house on that street, which I really loved but something was amiss. It was only a 98 and I needed a 100.


Typical Fern Road house. Just realized the problem was it was too close to the neighbors. I felt like my kids n I would be sharing our kitchen and bedrooms with the next-door neighbors.

So I'm waiting and waiting for Henry Rems to appear. Meanwhile, Penny's in the garage talking with the fellow mechanics.

Barbara tries to dissuade me from walking home.

I go from the A/C waiting room, where she's eating her salted pretzels, out into the heat - it's early so it ain't too hot - and I got over to my car, reach inside and pull out my WHYY cup, half filled with water.

I pour the water over my head.

My decision is made and I walk quickly home, no problem at all. Then I sit and meditate for 20 minutes on the back porch.

Yesterday, Tim, my A/C man came out and fixed my thermostat so I could use the air, he stayed 10 minutes, and asked if I lost electricity. For an hour, I said, a couple days ago.

That's the problem he said and presented me with a bill for $105.

All day I worked on a Guest Column for the Intell on Suicide. I'd sent the editor a query letter. He didn't get back to me for several days - very unlike him - when he's outa town, he tells you - and then I thought, Good! I don't wanna write about it anyway.

Then of course he said Yes. So I wanted to finish it today since I had that best of all things: uninterrupted time.

Word limit is 700.

Went to my wooden file box, which I stole from Maryknoll Missioners in Ossining, NY, where I worked as secy to Father Meehan, and looked up the pho no for Tony Salvatore.

Hadn't talk to him in ages. He knew I wanted something. We told what we did over the fourth of July holiday and he asked how my kidney is doing.

He and his wife visited their son and grandkids up in Jersey. He also joked that he and his wife had their anniversity in the worst decision his wife had ever made. Tony's my age. 68 or 69.

I took notes on this thick paper I fished from the waste basket at Bux-Mont Stationers.

Someone called on the New Directions line and I spoke to him about half an hour about his mom. He had no idea I saw a female deer from my kitchen window, then took the camera outside and snapped the deer.

She's in the last row, in the middle.

Too far away, I thot, so I took an unusually successful close-up.

Look at this well-proportioned beauty!

I think I'll put it in my 'stock photos,' for future reference. The deer eat the mulberries and wine berries in the backyard. What's she eating here?

Sent the photo to Dan telling him to show it to Grace.

He wrote back, "When I showed it to her, she audibly gasped, "A deer!"

Finished this superb mystery today. I'd listen to the audio book when in the kitchen, where I spend a lot of time.

Tonite, tho, I simply lay down on my red couch and listened to the last CD.

Should I find him on FB and tell him I luved the book.

Answer: No!

Last nite at the library I saw an unforgettable sight. There was only one thing to do about it.

THE GRANDMOTHER

Japanese, the daughter waits for
old mother, staring down at laptop,
while the older woman chooses her books
in the serenity of the blue carpeted library.

Smiling, never speaking, mother
stabbing with each step her tall silver cane
like a shepherdess commanding her sheep, holds
daughter’s hand as the two of them
black-haired, stroll from the library, mother’s body
twisted, bent over double, like a survivor
from Hiroshima.